Myself, two years ago.
March 8th, 2010 at 8:34 am. Posted in Just Rachel.“i want to be 80 years old and be able to say that i had the best life i could have. i want to be old and gray and have the man beside me still look at me like they looked at each other in the movie. i KNOW it sounds so stupid. i KNOW that they are just characters in a book and a movie… but tell me why that makes it impossible to actually GET?! it doesn’t. it shouldn’t.
i feel like something is missing. i’ve been in love, sure. oh, i’ve loved like you wouldn’t even believe. i’ve thought i’ve had my whole life planned out. but, i’ve never really been swept up by love. i’ve never been knocked off my feet by love… and i want that, i want that so very badly. i DESERVE that.
i know 23 isn’t old. i know i’m young and i have plenty of time to settle down later in life. but, what is the point of having a life, being adventurous and having fun if you don’t have someone to share it all with, someone to come home to at the end of everyday?”
(That’s the amazing thing about having a blog. You can always take a look back on where you were, who you are and how you felt. Humbling. I wish I could hug the me that I was two years ago and tell her that everything is going to work out just fine. I’d also probably tell her to capitalize properly, but oh well.)
I just love looking back at my old blog posts. This is fantastic. Sometimes it is just so hard to see where we’re headed, or to believe that it will all work out. So, how did it turn out? Have you found your special someone yet?
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