About Rachel

In life I’ve learned to count my blessings & not my problems, I’ve learned that people come & go and it’s not up to me to make them stay.  I’ve learned how to hold on to what’s special, to let go of what’s not.  I’ve learned that kisses aren’t contracts & that love’s not a promise of a happily ever after.  Ive learned that people judge, people hate, & in the end there’s not a damn thing you can do about it. I’ve learned to love myself, to believe in myself, & to follow my dreams.

I’m not perfect, not by a long shot. I’m scared of getting hurt & I’ve lost people that I love. I’m probably the most stubborn, ill tempered, craziest girl you’ll ever meet. I don’t give up & I’ll push you past your limits. people don’t have to make me smile, I smile on my own. In life I regret nothing. I can’t change the past. I cherish each moment I have because each moment creates a memory, and memories… well, they can last forever. I don’t rush things — take life slow. Enjoy the good moments while they last. I was taught to never take life for granted, to live a little, to love with everything I have , to never give up, & most of all — to fight for what I believe.

I’m confident & sarcastic, not cocky. Despite what people think, I’m not too into myself. I look in the mirror & I see flaws – probably more than most people see. I judge myself constantly & i’m aware that I make mistakes. I’m a kid at heart, but more mature than most.  I love & I hate, sometimes with equal fury toward the same target.   I’ve been through a lot & it has made me stronger. I’m intelligent, spunky, & I don’t have to take my clothes off to make people like me. My ardent sexuality is just an added bonus on top of more valuable personality traits and characteristics – you know, like being to able express myself polysyllabically.  I’m that one person you know that always feels bad about everything and tries to make it all better, even though she never quite succeeds at it all the time. But she tries.

Anything and everything that was ever a constant in my life has changed. I never have regrets because at one point: it was exactly what I wanted. Take me for who I am & learn to love me this way. I stand when everyone sits. I will never change for anyone. Everytime you hit rock bottom- the floor always gives out. However, it is in our darkest times that we shine the brightest. Overcome- Live- And Learn. That’s all you can do. God delt me these cards- and they are the ones I have to play; the good days, the bad days- those are the ones I have. I do not intend to tiptoe through life only to arrive safely at death.