My heart has been heavy lately.  I’m not really sure if it’s the winter blah’s just taking it’s toll on my little body or something that only upping the dosage on those little pills I take can fix.  It’s frustrating to say the least.  The Jersey has been gray and dark for working on a month now, we so much snow that it’s snowing before the snow from the storm the week before has even had a chance to melt.  I live at the beach people, this is NOT normal.

It’s frustrating because I take care of myself.  I’m a the gym daily.  I don’t eat poorly.  I take walks with my puppy.  And still… blah.

I’ve been working so hard and trying to do so much that it’s a struggle with myself to just hit PAUSE and be present.  I look so much to the future that I overlook the here and the now.  I guess I just get overwhelmed and then I get sad when things start to seem hopeless.  Sigh.

Oh well.  Tonight?  I’m skipping the gym for the first time in MONTHS and i’m baking a funfetti cake because I’m going to let a two year old smash it tomorrow.  Good times.

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